Cultivate your hunger before you idealize.
Motivate your anger to make them all realize.
Climbing the mountain, never coming down.
Break into the contents, never falling down.

My knee is still shaking, like I was twelve,
Sneaking out of the classroom, by the back door.
A man railed at me twice though, but I didn't care.
Waiting is wasting for people like me.

You say, "Dreams are dreams.
"I ain't gonna play the fool anymore."
You say, "'Cause I still got my soul."

Take your time, baby, your blood needs slowing down.
Breach your soul to reach yourself before you gloom.
Reflection of fear makes shadows of nothing, shadows of nothing.

You still are blind, if you see a winding road,
'Cause there's always a straight way to the point you see.

Don't try to live so wise.
Don't cry 'cause you're so right.
Don't dry with fakes or fears,
'Cause you will hate yourself in the end.

It's Sad To Be Me !!!!!! :(

I'll kill any fucker who does this to my girl or any girl

Guy: "Can we have sex right now?"
Girl: "Can we do what?"
Guy: "You know, can I be your first, finally?"
Girl: "Um.....no."
Guy: "Why?"
Girl: "Because, 1. you have a girlfriend, who happens to be my friend......."
Guy: "So, if you don't tell, I won' tell."
Girl: "Besides that, I'm waiting for someone special. Someone that I want to be with for the rest of my life to be my first."
Guy: "I'm not special to you?"
Girl: "You're my friend. That's all."
Guy: looks forward and keeps driving.

5 minutes pass.......

Guy: starts to run his hand up the girl's thigh.
Girl: moves his hand, "Don't touch me?"
Guy: tries to kiss her.
Girl: screams, "Would you stop."
Guy: continues trying.
Girl: moves to the back seat

Guy: parks on an abandoned street and gets in the backseat with the girl. Starts to kiss her.
Girl: pushes him off and scoots over, "Please, don't do this."
Guy: "Don't do what, I know you want it, I can see it in your eyes." Moves over to her and starts to unbutton her pants.
Girl: pushes him harder and says, "No, don't."
Guy: getting aggravated, punches her and tells her to stop "playing hard to get".
Girl: crying, continues to fight.
Guy: punches her harder, pulls her pants off, and holds her down.
Girl: screams as he penetrates her, "NO, please don't do this to me!"
Guy: puts his hand over her mouth.


An hour passes.........
Guy: pulls back and wipes himself off.
Girl: sits on the corner of the seat, sobbing.
Guy: looks at her and says, "You better not tell anybody about this. If you're really my friend, you won't tell anybody about this. You know I love you." He reaches out his hand to touch her cheek.
Girl: pulls back, "Just take me home, now."
Guy: says, "Alright." Gets in the front seat and drives her home.


2 months later.........
Girl: "Doctor, what's wrong with me. I haven't had my time of the month in 2 months."
Doctor: looks at her, "You haven't been having your "time" for a reason."
Girl: looks at him and says, "Why?" dreading the answer that she was sure to receive.
Doctor: "You are pregnant."
Girl: faints.

The story gets out that she is pregnant, and people start looking to the Guy. He claims that it isn't his because she was sleeping with every guy in the school(which was a lie). He goes to her and tells her, "I'm telling you, if you lie to people and say that I raped you, I'll kill you."

The Girl is completely devastated. First, he took her virginity and got her pregnant....then he lied about it. So completely depressed......the girl commits suicide by drug overdose.......

Girls, if this story touched you, repost it as "That's Fucked up"
Guys, if this story touched you, repost it as "I'll kill any fucker who does this to my girl or any girl

My Favorite Niece 3rd Birthday
















My Cute Dear Princess Nur Qistina's 3rd Birthday

To Be With You In Heaven

You can shoot me down
You can drag me 'round
Girl I'll get you
It won't be long
You can smash my heart
You can trash our love
But my desire for you is much too strong
To be with in heaven
I would go through the darkest hell
In heaven
There's no cure for love that kills
You can waste my time
But you can't change my mind
I won't stop you
So just go on
You can play your games
But it's all in vain
Cause' my desire for you is much too strong
To be with in heaven
I would go through the darkest hell
In heaven
There's no cure for love that kills
To be with in heaven
I would go through the darkest hell
In heaven
There's no cure for love that kills
Girl I'm on fire
Heaven seems so close tonight
Girl I would die for your love
You can shoot me down
You can drag me 'round
Girl I'll get you
It won't be long
You can smash my heart
You can trash our love
But my desire for you is much too strong
To be with in heaven
I would go through the darkest hell
In heaven
There's no cure for love that kills
To be with in heaven
I would go through the darkest hell
In heaven
There's no cure for love that kills
To be with in heaven
I would go through the darkest hell
In heaven
There's no cure for love that kills

When I look at your eyes

When I look at your eyes, I see your true self.
I see you're sweet, and caring.
I see you're giving and forgiving.
I see your love for me.
When I look at your eyes I stop myself from crying
When I'm alone and think about your eyes I cry.
I can't stop thinking that one day
I'll never see those eyes again
That I'll never see the love or the sweetness
Or the love that makes you who you are.
One day you'll be gone
gone from me!!!!
Gone from this world.
No matter what happens, those eyes will one day close
But you'll never be completely gone,
Because every time I close my eyes,
There you will be.

You think I never loved you?
You think I didn't care?

care about your feelings
or that we could be a pair.

You think I never wanted you?
You think I never stared?

As soon as you would look my way
Away my eyes I teared.

You think I didn't love your voice.
When you talked to me - so smoothe.

You think I didn't love your touch.
But now all I feel is bruised.

You think I wanted you to go?
I just wanted you to stay.

You think that I forgot about you?
no- I think about you every day.

You think that I don't miss your smile? Your laugh?
Your gaze? Your touch?

You think I never think about you?
Wrong! Cuz I think about you so so much.

You think you do nothing to me.
No feelings -No love -No pain.

I just wish I could drown them in the deep blue sea.
But I know they'll just return in the rain.

I wish I could burn them all in a fire.
But you can't destroy your only hearts desire.

I wish I could wash them clean from my mind.
But when I close my eyes - your face is all I find.

I wish I could forget you - I wish I could move on.
No I won't forget you -I just don't want you gone.

You think I never think about you?
You Really really do?!

Damn! You thought Wrong
Cuz thinking About You Is All I Do!!

Summer has come and passed.
The innocent can never last.
Wake me up when September ends.

Like my father's come to pass,
Seven years has gone so fast.
Wake me up when September ends.

Here comes the rain again,
Falling from the stars.
Drenched in my pain again,
Becoming who we are.

As my memory rests
But never forgets what I lost.
Wake me up when September ends.

Summer has come and passed.
The innocent can never last.
Wake me up when September ends.

Ring out the bells again.
Like we did when spring began.
Wake me up when September ends.

Here comes the rain again,
Falling from the stars.
Drenched in my pain again,
Becoming who we are.

As my memory rest,
But never forgets what I lost.
Wake me up when September ends.

Summer has come and passed.
The innocent can never last.
Wake me up when September ends.

Like my father's come to pass.
Twenty years has gone so fast.
Wake me up when September ends.

Since you’re gone, There is an empty space
Since you’re gone, The world is not the same

I go back to the places we’ve been
It feels like you’re still there
I live all those moments again
Wishing you were here

Since you’re gone, There is an lonely heart
Since you’re gone, Nothin’ is like it was

There are memories all over the place
Bringin’ it back all so clear
Remember all of those days
Wishing you were here

Since you’re gone, There is a heart that bleeds
Since you’re gone, I’m not the man I used to be

I follow you steps in the snow
The traces disappear
We know what we’ve lost when it’s gone
I’m wishing you were here

All those lonely nights
I gotta fight for you, yes I do
Yes I do

How does it feel babe
To taste sweet revenge
Do you want me on my knees
How does it feel babe
to let me feel your strength
Don't be cruel, can't you see
If you don't catch me now
I can't stop falling down
Just one more night and the devil's got my soul
I need your love babe don't tell me "no way"
Babe I miss you so much more than words can say
How does it feel babe
To kill our destiny
I swear I'm not gonna crawl oh no
How does it feel babe
To make a fool out of me
How can you be so cold
If you don't catch me now
I can't stop falling down
Just one more night and the devil's got my soul
I need your love babe don't treat me this way
Ooh I miss you, I miss you
Baby our love's got what it takes
To give us one more chance to start once again
Baby our love will find a way
As long as we believe in love